Back at it

I am posting this mainly for myself as I dont think I have any of my old bloggers left that are on this site anymore.

I am back to training, or trying. I have signed up for the Avon Breast Cancer 2 day walk in June. This time, I am having a really hard time getting back into the zone to to speak. Maybe it is because I am doing it alone this time? I dont know. Last time there were many of us involved in the journey and I am just me this time.

Since the last time I blogged on this site, I had found a new friend. He and I have been living together for the last 2 years, and together for 3. Since the last 2 years he has suffered from a spinal injury that goes back to several years ago when he had a fall at work. It was unkown at the time the severity of the injury, but it has presented itself in that timeframe. Because of this, he is very limited to what he can and can't do. I have fallen into his pattern of his and have gained weight and that is what is holding me back right now. I can't continue using his non-abilty to do things to make it my issue as well, and I am trying to break out of this pattern that I seem to be in. I am hoping that posting to this blog again will help me do that. Even if no one else is listening.